Chingay 2007 @ Orchard

It's Chingay 2007.

Too bad Sir din perform this year.

Enjoy the photos.

I won't dare to say my skills are up to standards.

Feel free to post comments.

Regrets...

I regretted for waiting for him to ask me.
I regretted for not stepping forward.
I regretted for not saying yes to what ppl say.
I regretted for not asking him earlier.
I regretted stepping out when we talked over msn.
I regretted giving way to her.

Now I feel very alone.
Seeing all the things ppl received
I can do nothing but to feel lonely inside me.

He thanked me for the Valenine's Day card i wrote to him.
He felt honoured
Is that all you can say???
You have yet to answer what i wrote in the card.

No doubt that we are still as close as ever.
But is that what I really want?
Is it really true that you don't feel for me?

I regretted not scolding at the committee.
I regretted not telling them off tasks left undone.
But then no one in the com ever liked me.
Scolding them may make relations even worst.
I'm in a very difficult position in the committee.
Ppl don't look upon me as a President.
They feel that I'm shouting and bossing around too much.
Am I the cause of all unhappiness to everyone???
No one in the committee likes to communicate with me.

Feel meaningless live on...

a broken heart that can only be patched by him...

sad and lonely week

This week is a sad and lonely week.
Why???
Cos Valentine's Day is in the middle of the week.
Got no BF liao...
How I wish he can surprise me on that day.
But dun think so right?

I want to be alone.
Be sad and lonely.
Cry and cry....
Do nothing and just think of HIM...


a broken heart that can only be patched by him...

fun... later confused...

Just came back from sch.
I know it's a saturday.
My committee had a CNY cum NUSPS day steamboat dinner.
Was hoping to be crowded with people,
But ended up like a 38th MC steamboat dinner plus a few 37th MC ppl.
Rather disappointing cos the welfare team spent quite a huge effort in organising this dinner and it became like this.
But good job to them.

Played DOTA in the afternoon.
My hero go raped by Derek's hero for the first round with Jeanbean.
Then i played myself against the computer and i won.
Yay!!!
After that 3rd round combine force with XiaFan and beat Derek.
Wah... XiaFan is good in DOTA and CS too.
Afternoon programme was very sianz...
Only a few ppl were there.

Steamboat dinner started late as we were waiting for ppl who eventually din turn up.
3 steamboats all together.
1 halal
1 veg
1 normal without beef.
Then Gerald brought KFC for us.
Quite filling eating steamboat.
After that celebrated Shingkae's birthday.
The cake was not bad except that it was too sweet in my opinion.

Many CS rounds after the dinner.
Still very lousy in CS.
Dunno why fifi always come and kill me.
But i shot him a few times too.
hee.

After entertainment was rather boring.
Initially wanted to have meeting but the dinner ended pretty late,
So i decided to skip it.
Others were watching Blood Diamond.
Some played only 1 ROUND of MAHJONG.
-_-"

My father sent fifi home.
WE talked about montage in the car.
This year's montage is giving me big headaches.
Sigh...

While bathing, i was thinking of Vdae,
Dunno why,
My heart felt confused.
I dunno how to describe that feeling.
To think of Vdae,
The first think I thought of was fifi.
I know i'm not going to spent that special day with him.

I just feel like going to the beach on that day.
And find a quiet place to sit down,
Look at the sea.
Listen to the waves.

Sudden feeling of wanting to be lone.
Still undecided of what to do on Vdae.
The only thing i'm doing for him is writing a card.
But does he get the msg behind all this i've done for him?
Does he know how much i FEEL and CARED about him?
That's something i wish i knew...

a broken heart that can only be patched by him...

Done... Oh gosh...

YaY!!!
finally finish editing 170+ of photos i shot like 3 weeks back.
sian... when it comes to photo editing
tough being a photographer.
term break is coming...
and my core modules are getting tougher in content.
totally forget about Groups for Algebra.
that's like chapter 3 and we just started with chapter 4.
Analysis II is killing me with all the proving for differentiability and integration so far. Probability lecture i like give up half way (would i say totally).
Din go for so many lectures and tutorial is not like JC maths kind of easy one.

how...
i need help.
die!!!!

Now very busy with Montage.
Minor role in it but I'm the predsident leh...
cannot slack one.

Stressed about school.
Stressed about CCA.
Still hoping for the table to turn in relationship.

hmmm... i'm trying out the fake photography thingy i read on clubsnap.
yay!!! finally got it.
but my lappy can't take CS2 that fast.
very slow.
Here goes:

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not that fantastic yet.
only steps 3 out of 4. will try another day...
bye... got to go home liao